Dark Writer

She walked away after she said that. She walked over to the mirror to start fixing her hair…  she looked around and picked up her skirt… “I told you to wash the cloths yesterday…” “HEY! I did… there just no dry… ” “Sander! I have work to day… I can’t just ware my school cloths!” “If you wanted them done sooner you should have washed them…” “You want me to use wet cloths…” “That’s not what I said Ally...” “I’m the only one that’s making money. ” “I’m the one that’s paying for this apartment Sander…” “I was saying I wanted to take a leave from school and just work…” “You can’t even pass one subject… you think you can take on school with work! The least you can do is actually appreciate what I’m doing for you…” “I did not ask you to do this for me!” “CAN’T YOU BE HAPPY THAT I’M TRYING!” “I CAN’T! I DON’T WANT YOU TO SUFFER FOR ME I CAN DO IT ALL ON MY OWN!” “I AM ASKING YOU TO HELP ME WITH SOME OF OUT HOUSE HOLD CHORESE!” “I KNOW AND I’M TRYING!” “I DID NOT SIGN UP F...

“We can make it warmer… “Warm heart for a warm room…”                 Her arms wrapped around my neck… This… feeling… I don’t remember it… but it… feels so familiar… I was feeling hung over… but my head felt so clear… Her lips gently touched mine… the kiss was soft but passionate… and as the kiss broke… I unintentionally smiled… her dark blue eyes… made it so… clear… this was supposed to be a onetime thing… I brushed the hair out of her eyes… then lead my hand down to her chin, god… the control I need for this… I can really do anything… my head rushing with so much on my mind… I can’t really think of anything else but her… the way she looked at me. I was infatuated with her… “You’re smiling….” “You make it sound like I’ve never done that before…” “I’ve seen you smile… but this one… is real.” “You know me to well…” “I don’t even know your last name… but… this…” “Just a one time thing I know” “Hell no d...

“Danny…” Char said “Think we should go down and grab some food… and I think I have to tend to the other patrons in my bar.” “Ya that’s fine I’ll go join you.” The two of them got up and left the room… as the door opened I found that sound from outside was loud and blasting… the singer was belting out another song. What happened next was going to be the bane of me… Niki got up and went to the table and started drinking again. She was not going to stop… and honestly I wanted to join her. I just wanted to give on trying to keep everything straight… I wanted out I wanted to finally get out o of my comfort zone. I just wanted to forget to this night ever happened. So I continued to drink. I found that the world I made for myself was slowly falling apart. I missed being ignorant… I missed not knowing how bad the world really was.                 The night was mostly silent… odd looks from Niki and Ice… and before I k...

That was clearly not true at this point… as I looked around the room the only person looking at me was Ice… she was looking at me and she started to shake her head… Niki pulled me closer to her. the room was so silent you could hear the muffled singer from outside. She was singing some old song… it was popular about 50 years ago. Danny looked at everyone for a second… “So what’s everyone’s plan for tonight?” “I’m going to get drunk and pass out in Sander’s house” Niki said. I simply nodded. “Jen? Ice how about you two? ” “Jen and I will be… working out some personal problems after a few drinks…” said Ice. “What kind of personal problems are those… if I may ask?” “Um Jen and I are… fighting over a guy…” “Ohh… well… um who might that be?” “I don’t think we should say just yet, we don’t want to make too much of a problem for some people.” “… … … Char? How about you what are you think of? Plans tonight??  I mean to say…” “Um… maybe just going to drink and maybe have a nice ...

I felt my chest race… and my face was frozen I looked at her and she simply just looked back at me… she looked deep in to my eyes.. I felt my lips move but I could not speak… She reached out and pulled me closer, slowly wrapping her arms around me. “Sander?” “I don’t know…. What… I don’t know what to say… honestly I don’t even know what you are asking …. Or why you would even ask that?” “I… Sorry… I did not mean to pry… It’s just that I noticed the way you looked at them.” “Please don’t assume that… I… I honestly don’t know how I feel about them just yet… Honestly i want to find out how I feel about myself before anything else.” “No Sander… I… wait… I did not mean to say anything like that…” “Don’t… start please… I just want to have a drink and a talk…”                 I stood up and looked out the window… Char and Danny disappeared same with Jen and Ice… I looked at where they were standing. And after ...

She remained silent… just turned away and kept on walking… she began to hum… such a soothing music… the tone was truly relaxing… I found the grater enjoyment. The song that she was humming was relatively familiar. She spoke as we got closer to the bar “I did not really think of you as the strong silent type.” “strong and silent are the worst words to describe me.”                 I opened the door for her she as she entered loud blasting music, filled my ears… at the bar I saw Char talking to Danny… and Ice was sitting off on her own… Approaching her was Jen. This… is going to be one hell of a night… Char looked at me… so Danny did as well. I walked over to the bar and the 2 of them walked over to us as we sat down. Char then spoke… “Maybe you two want the private room upstairs… we… we will join you in a few…” “I don’t think I can pay for a private room right now…” then Danny chipped in “I’ll pay for us...

“Sir are you here for… something?” “Um… I’m here to meet Niki.” “Niki… she Is still inside…” “Oh… do you know when she is done?” “thirty minutes at most. “ “I’ll wait here…” “Want some coffee? My wife always makes me far too much.” “Um… I don’t want to be a bother… I’ll be happy just to wait here “ “Fine… if you want some I’ll be over here.” As he said this he walked over to the guard house…                 I stood there looking at the stars… the moon… it all… looked so nice… it truly captured my attention… soon I found myself sitting down on the edge of the side walk… snow started to cover my shoulders and head. I heard the snow crunch under someone’s shoes… “Hey…” that soft voice the melodic intonation… just the raw sound… it was Nik, I Spun my head around and looked at her. “You really managed to keep a man waiting.” “Don’t flatter yourself ” “I think flattering yourself is  a good way t...