Dark Writer

We both lay down as we passionately kiss, Her aggressive nature makes things… Unsafe from time to time, she asks. “Still have ropes?” “Jen… not In the mood for that right now.”  As she dose that she gently bites my inner arm. “Please? I have not been played with for some time.” “I’m… I’m just so Lost with that kind of stuff, right now…” “Come on… I miss the rope burn.” “Jen… Please… Can we have one normal night?” “You’re a Dom Sander… our Thing is not normal.” “I Don’t want to… Just not in the mood.”                 She reaches up to hold my face, she pulls me down kissing my cheek. The passion in her eyes. The sexual desire, “You okay… you usually love to tie me up…” “I used to…” She rolls around laying chest down on and puts her arms behind her back. “I have some rope in my jacket.”                 I slowly cares h...

“Ya… she made mistakes and I… can of just left her” “What did she do?  I mean she must have done something right?” “She… She killed someone I love…” That… was when the night took another turn.                 Char’s face said it all… she was so caught off guard. Her hand shook as she reached for mine… I did not want to cause more problems. I did not want things to go down this way, “she… she she killed someone?” “In away…” “Wait sander…  are you kidding?! Because this is not something you should be joking around with.” “It’s just hard to explain right now…” “So when will you explain IT?! BACUSE I’M GETTING TRIED OF ALL OF YOUR SHIT SANDER!” that caught me of guard “YOU KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM THESE PROBLEMS OF YOURS ” With this I could see the rage in her eyes slowly building. Within a second I felt her hand across my face.           ...

Then that is where the night really started to go downhill… As Ice said one sentence I knew for a fact that this night would not end well… “Oh Jen… nice to see you again” “Nice to see you too Ice…”                 I looked at both of them… as if one of them was not stressful already. I looked at them… I wanted my mind clear. But as Ice sat down next to Jen that was when I knew this night was going to get a little longer… “sander… I waited for you…” “I… I know… Dude… I just had to go home.” “You had to go home sander?!” Ice stopped for a few seconds “or you just wanted to leave me.” “That’s not it… I was just trying to get away from all the stress.” “Stress sander?! Are you calling me stressful ?” “That is not what I said Ice.”                 She was stressful to deal with she was sensitive about every single thing. I ...

Ropes…  and tape it was hell for me… Jen and her practiced on each other, and that is how I got to know her that was how I got to know Jen… Ally an Jen got in to all of this stuff together. I found but when I asked her about their statues Ally said that they were nothing special. “you two not even a thing… and yet you still managed to mess up her relationship.” I saw the Jen’s eyes light up with hurt. “Your such… such an ass hat…” I was way pushed over the edge. I was losing it… I hated her… I hated the fact that she came back. “You think just because you two used to have fun in bed that means she loved you? You are just like the ropes… an over exaggeration of being helpless!” as I said this… I took another sip… I got up and I went to the window again…                 The silence in the room was quite daunting. It felt like a lot of pressure was in the room. but I locked my eyes on to the singer, ...

“I know I did… I feel guilty, honestly I do. I… I loved her too you know…” “I know that Jen… but… you went way too far.” “we both agreed that you would back off… and I would leave you and Mark alone…”                 I held her guilty for everything she did to me… to us… I knew it for a fact… I lost her all because of Jen. I stood there still looking at the singer on stage.  “you know I did not love Mark… that was just a mess up… that is it…” “So you went and messed with her…” “Sander… I was first…” as she said this I sat back down on the other side of the table looking at her. “you were first? You were the reason that she lost it all in the first place. If you were first like you said…. Then why the hell did you let her go?!” after I said this I took a sip from my drink                 She looked at me… she always gave ...

Our eyes locked with each other… I paused for a second… I was trying to build up some courage to either  walk away from her  or talk to her… I could already feel my hand shaking. And my vision started to blur… my heart was pounding… My mind wanted to say so much… but my heart was far too hurt to say anything at all… “Jen…” I said… I felt as if my voice was cracking. “Sander…” “What brings you back to town?” “I wanted to get in to contact with some old friends” “Guess that I don’t count as an old friend.” “you’re… actually the person on the top of my list…” she said, letting out a sigh… “Let’s talk over a drink”                                  I entered the bar without waiting for her. She followed behind me.  I sat down at the bar… Char looked at me with cold eyes… as if I was really dead to her… I t...

“I don’t want to be called Ally! Only Sander calls me Ally!” I stepped out from the shadows “Ally, I’m here for you” her eyes were full of shock                 My blood chilled as I stood there looking at her… sitting on the edge of the bridge, basically on the edge of  no return… it was so hard to see her like that. I knew for a fact that we only had a few hours of time together.  It was not something. I was expecting… but even after a few hours for our time… I already felt like I loved her for my whole life… it was extremely new for me… I knew for a fact that she was different… But honestly… I wish I could just run away. I wish that I could do away with whatever I was feeling… but I still felt like I was desperate. Desperate for everything… the emotions that she made me feel… the fact that someone in the world knew how I felt was something that was so amazing to me so I wanted to keep that feel...