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Chapter 2: Full mind, Empty heart

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     The morning drew across the sky. The 3 suns burned down in the morning as the party found themselves standing around and trying to figure out who the leader of the party should be. The debate got rather loud into the early hours of the morning. At the gate entrance of Dawnburgh, A woman entered the gate with a backpack strapped to her back and A hood shrouded over her face. A short sword on her hip and a large bow on her back. She steps into the dawn. As her white mask reflected some light she looked around. Rather tried from her early morning walk she headed to a tavern. The loud debate of a random group of people, drew her in to listening in to the conversation. She quickly interjected. And the party noticing her odd mask drew her into a quick conversation. They quickly agreed to have a drink with each other after noon. And so they separated. The party went their way, and this woman Rhen Amiitari made her way to do some errands. After a few hours of Rhen messing around with th
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The Dawn land Chapter 1. Is this Fate?

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The Carriage clattered across the ancient brick that was once laid in this town. This town Is where our story starts. The City of Freyford was built on the banks of a carefully crafted harbor and is truly an ancient curiosity. Its wonder is matched by the backdrop of rich, luscious fields which have helped shape the city to what it is today. The trade resources these fields brought were of great importance, but they were also influential when it came to architectural designs as the vast majority of buildings have been built with an abundance of large windows to mimic the openness of fields. The skyline is sprinkled with towering watch towers and they clearly show what they represent to the city itself. Education is superb in Freyford and it has attracted a lot of attention. Countless cultures have left their mark not just on education, but also upon the city's identity. What was historically a city of few cultures has grown into a new culture of variety and it's this that u
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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 27] Coffee and Regret

I got of the bed…   and started walking over to door… the soft carpet under her bed… something that I did not notice before…   the floor was warm… but my hands still felt cold… numb even… but at that moment… with both of my feet firmly planted on the ground I had to stop my mind from wondering.   I knew what I needed to… my goal right now was coffee… down the hall and to the right, so I took my time walking towards the door… I wanted to get my head straight. I needed to make sure that I was awake… but who was I to think that my spine was going to be chilled… as I opened the door out to the rest of the house I felt a cold breeze against my skin… the warmth that I loved, the warmth that I felt like I needed was stripped away from me. The outside hallway was dark cold… the tiled floor exaggerated the cold, the fact that there was no light, made everything feel ominous.                 I had to go get her coffee…   So I walked on the cold floor chilling my bones I made my way to the ki
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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 26] Not So perfect Love.

She walked away after she said that. She walked over to the mirror to start fixing her hair…  she looked around and picked up her skirt… “I told you to wash the cloths yesterday…” “HEY! I did… there just no dry… ” “Sander! I have work to day… I can’t just ware my school cloths!” “If you wanted them done sooner you should have washed them…” “You want me to use wet cloths…” “That’s not what I said Ally...” “I’m the only one that’s making money. ” “I’m the one that’s paying for this apartment Sander…” “I was saying I wanted to take a leave from school and just work…” “You can’t even pass one subject… you think you can take on school with work! The least you can do is actually appreciate what I’m doing for you…” “I did not ask you to do this for me!” “CAN’T YOU BE HAPPY THAT I’M TRYING!” “I CAN’T! I DON’T WANT YOU TO SUFFER FOR ME I CAN DO IT ALL ON MY OWN!” “I AM ASKING YOU TO HELP ME WITH SOME OF OUT HOUSE HOLD CHORESE!” “I KNOW AND I’M TRYING!” “I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR Y
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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 25] Dreams with Regret

“We can make it warmer… “Warm heart for a warm room…”                 Her arms wrapped around my neck… This… feeling… I don’t remember it… but it… feels so familiar… I was feeling hung over… but my head felt so clear… Her lips gently touched mine… the kiss was soft but passionate… and as the kiss broke… I unintentionally smiled… her dark blue eyes… made it so… clear… this was supposed to be a onetime thing… I brushed the hair out of her eyes… then lead my hand down to her chin, god… the control I need for this… I can really do anything… my head rushing with so much on my mind… I can’t really think of anything else but her… the way she looked at me. I was infatuated with her… “You’re smiling….” “You make it sound like I’ve never done that before…” “I’ve seen you smile… but this one… is real.” “You know me to well…” “I don’t even know your last name… but… this…” “Just a one time thing I know” “Hell no dude… I actually want to… give this thing a shot…” “It… it won’t work out…
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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 24] Warm be cold heart

“Danny…” Char said “Think we should go down and grab some food… and I think I have to tend to the other patrons in my bar.” “Ya that’s fine I’ll go join you.” The two of them got up and left the room… as the door opened I found that sound from outside was loud and blasting… the singer was belting out another song. What happened next was going to be the bane of me… Niki got up and went to the table and started drinking again. She was not going to stop… and honestly I wanted to join her. I just wanted to give on trying to keep everything straight… I wanted out I wanted to finally get out o of my comfort zone. I just wanted to forget to this night ever happened. So I continued to drink. I found that the world I made for myself was slowly falling apart. I missed being ignorant… I missed not knowing how bad the world really was.                 The night was mostly silent… odd looks from Niki and Ice… and before I knew it I found that I was half way in to my forth bottle of beer…  I did n
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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 23] Night internal abuse

That was clearly not true at this point… as I looked around the room the only person looking at me was Ice… she was looking at me and she started to shake her head… Niki pulled me closer to her. the room was so silent you could hear the muffled singer from outside. She was singing some old song… it was popular about 50 years ago. Danny looked at everyone for a second… “So what’s everyone’s plan for tonight?” “I’m going to get drunk and pass out in Sander’s house” Niki said. I simply nodded. “Jen? Ice how about you two? ” “Jen and I will be… working out some personal problems after a few drinks…” said Ice. “What kind of personal problems are those… if I may ask?” “Um Jen and I are… fighting over a guy…” “Ohh… well… um who might that be?” “I don’t think we should say just yet, we don’t want to make too much of a problem for some people.” “… … … Char? How about you what are you think of? Plans tonight??  I mean to say…” “Um… maybe just going to drink and maybe have a nice walk
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