Dark Writer

She walked away after she said that. She walked over to the mirror to start fixing her hair…  she looked around and picked up her skirt… “I told you to wash the cloths yesterday…” “HEY! I did… there just no dry… ” “Sander! I have work to day… I can’t just ware my school cloths!” “If you wanted them done sooner you should have washed them…” “You want me to use wet cloths…” “That’s not what I said Ally...” “I’m the only one that’s making money. ” “I’m the one that’s paying for this apartment Sander…” “I was saying I wanted to take a leave from school and just work…” “You can’t even pass one subject… you think you can take on school with work! The least you can do is actually appreciate what I’m doing for you…” “I did not ask you to do this for me!” “CAN’T YOU BE HAPPY THAT I’M TRYING!” “I CAN’T! I DON’T WANT YOU TO SUFFER FOR ME I CAN DO IT ALL ON MY OWN!” “I AM ASKING YOU TO HELP ME WITH SOME OF OUT HOUSE HOLD CHORESE!” “I KNOW AND I’M TRYING!” “I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR Y

“We can make it warmer… “Warm heart for a warm room…”                 Her arms wrapped around my neck… This… feeling… I don’t remember it… but it… feels so familiar… I was feeling hung over… but my head felt so clear… Her lips gently touched mine… the kiss was soft but passionate… and as the kiss broke… I unintentionally smiled… her dark blue eyes… made it so… clear… this was supposed to be a onetime thing… I brushed the hair out of her eyes… then lead my hand down to her chin, god… the control I need for this… I can really do anything… my head rushing with so much on my mind… I can’t really think of anything else but her… the way she looked at me. I was infatuated with her… “You’re smiling….” “You make it sound like I’ve never done that before…” “I’ve seen you smile… but this one… is real.” “You know me to well…” “I don’t even know your last name… but… this…” “Just a one time thing I know” “Hell no dude… I actually want to… give this thing a shot…” “It… it won’t work out…

“Danny…” Char said “Think we should go down and grab some food… and I think I have to tend to the other patrons in my bar.” “Ya that’s fine I’ll go join you.” The two of them got up and left the room… as the door opened I found that sound from outside was loud and blasting… the singer was belting out another song. What happened next was going to be the bane of me… Niki got up and went to the table and started drinking again. She was not going to stop… and honestly I wanted to join her. I just wanted to give on trying to keep everything straight… I wanted out I wanted to finally get out o of my comfort zone. I just wanted to forget to this night ever happened. So I continued to drink. I found that the world I made for myself was slowly falling apart. I missed being ignorant… I missed not knowing how bad the world really was.                 The night was mostly silent… odd looks from Niki and Ice… and before I knew it I found that I was half way in to my forth bottle of beer…  I did n