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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 22] Cold as ICE

I felt my chest race… and my face was frozen I looked at her and she simply just looked back at me… she looked deep in to my eyes.. I felt my lips move but I could not speak… She reached out and pulled me closer, slowly wrapping her arms around me. “Sander?” “I don’t know…. What… I don’t know what to say… honestly I don’t even know what you are asking …. Or why you would even ask that?” “I… Sorry… I did not mean to pry… It’s just that I noticed the way you looked at them.” “Please don’t assume that… I… I honestly don’t know how I feel about them just yet… Honestly i want to find out how I feel about myself before anything else.” “No Sander… I… wait… I did not mean to say anything like that…” “Don’t… start please… I just want to have a drink and a talk…”                 I stood up and looked out the window… Char and Danny disappeared same with Jen and Ice… I looked at where they were standing. And after a second I heard the door opened, a soft blasting of music made my bone’s