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My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 14] More Than One Mistake

“Ya… she made mistakes and I… can of just left her” “What did she do?  I mean she must have done something right?” “She… She killed someone I love…” That… was when the night took another turn.                 Char’s face said it all… she was so caught off guard. Her hand shook as she reached for mine… I did not want to cause more problems. I did not want things to go down this way, “she… she she killed someone?” “In away…” “Wait sander…  are you kidding?! Because this is not something you should be joking around with.” “It’s just hard to explain right now…” “So when will you explain IT?! BACUSE I’M GETTING TRIED OF ALL OF YOUR SHIT SANDER!” that caught me of guard “YOU KEEP RUNNING AWAY FROM THESE PROBLEMS OF YOURS ” With this I could see the rage in her eyes slowly building. Within a second I felt her hand across my face.                 Those few seconds felt like years. I saw her looking away from me. Yes there was this feeling of hell. Char was someone that actual

My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 13] Run away Idea

Then that is where the night really started to go downhill… As Ice said one sentence I knew for a fact that this night would not end well… “Oh Jen… nice to see you again” “Nice to see you too Ice…”                 I looked at both of them… as if one of them was not stressful already. I looked at them… I wanted my mind clear. But as Ice sat down next to Jen that was when I knew this night was going to get a little longer… “sander… I waited for you…” “I… I know… Dude… I just had to go home.” “You had to go home sander?!” Ice stopped for a few seconds “or you just wanted to leave me.” “That’s not it… I was just trying to get away from all the stress.” “Stress sander?! Are you calling me stressful ?” “That is not what I said Ice.”                 She was stressful to deal with she was sensitive about every single thing. I opted to sit down next to the window. I was tried… i just wanted to sleep… or drink… or something to kill these emotions of mine. I just  wanted a wa

My Battle With Mental Health (Chapter 1)[page 12] Broken Dream

Ropes…  and tape it was hell for me… Jen and her practiced on each other, and that is how I got to know her that was how I got to know Jen… Ally an Jen got in to all of this stuff together. I found but when I asked her about their statues Ally said that they were nothing special. “you two not even a thing… and yet you still managed to mess up her relationship.” I saw the Jen’s eyes light up with hurt. “Your such… such an ass hat…” I was way pushed over the edge. I was losing it… I hated her… I hated the fact that she came back. “You think just because you two used to have fun in bed that means she loved you? You are just like the ropes… an over exaggeration of being helpless!” as I said this… I took another sip… I got up and I went to the window again…                 The silence in the room was quite daunting. It felt like a lot of pressure was in the room. but I locked my eyes on to the singer, I was just watching her sing… as I was about to speak it was found that Jen spo